The Voices Told Him So

I had seen Dale come out to Skid Row and MacArthur Park several times to receive food from the Under the Bridge ministry, but last week was my first time really talking with him. At first, Dale seemed like a man who found himself in Skid Row because of bad decisions that he made, including turning to alcohol to numb his pain. However, talking with him made me realize that it was not just alcoholism and former imprisonment that brought him there. “The voices” brought him to Skid Row, too.

I purposely chose not to include his photo with this blog because he was so paranoid of the mafia finding him and killing him. Whether the mafia is truly looking for him or not, I’d rather not take the chance of putting his life at risk by showing his face on a public website. He has been in Los Angeles for a year and traveled here from across the country. His parole officer sent him to California after his prison sentence had ended, but when his life got off track again, Dale went back to his drinking habits.

Dale went through rehabilitation and AA meetings, but it did not liberate him from his addiction. He grew up in a Christian home, but now in his late forties, he is being dominated by demonic oppression and paranoia. A couple of us from the Dream Center tried to speak to Dale about the truth of God, but he has become so accustomed to his mindset that he barely heard what we were telling him. I think that he desired to believe what we were saying, but just did not know how to accept it. He wants to change his life and quit drinking, but the voices torment him so much that he drinks beer to keep them quiet.

Though he is going through mental torments, Dale still managed to have a calm demeanor and a friendly smile. We showed up in Skid Row that day, not only to give Dale a plate of hot food, which he needed, but also to tell him how much Jesus loves him and can restore his life. It is a blessing to reach out to those in need and we pray that someday the voice he hears in his mind is the voice of God bringing him love and hope.


-Shimmy